I can’t stand it when things are not smooth. Whether its ordering pizza or a project or an event of some sort I need everything to go smoothly, not perfectly, but with a fluidity, without the everyday stops or brakes in this system inside my head. I can’t explain the feeling, but this deep exasperation builds up inside of me and I just want the whole situation to go away. For some reason, I start to feel embarrassed and just think of ways how it can be avoided. It’s an odd realization, but I don’t know if it’ll ever stop.
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